Wrap up Twenty10!!

Hi againnn to all my friends! well i know its really late to blog about my wrap up about 2010 but nevertheless betr late than never! well honestly i cudnt blog cause i have been very very busy with alot of wrk! my sis is gettin married next week and i have been sooo busy... And i couldn't blog before cuase i was stuck wit skl wrk specially exams! damn finally they were over and then yah had carolling and stuff! so jus after i had to fly home! and from the day i got home until now ive been busy! well yp that's why i got late to blog! anyway without spoilin the whole point i'l get to ma main topic which is a wrap of the year twenty10!
Things started in a bad way since i had to go very early in the beg weeks o jan cause o summer sem.. jus for crazy classes where u jus gotta attend jus for da sake o it... so i was lik arrghhhh and jus went! and then results were supposed to b out and those results were the main one which enabled me to tak the new subs. I remember i was sooo worried about it and had to go talkin to ma lecturer where she assured me to b patient... so i did manage to b patient and at the end of it it was all good.... i got thru and i was so happy! i was soo happy cause o another reason that i made ma parents happy after along time! that really made my whole year. and also i was takin a huge step in ma life... anyway few o ma friends dint make it! so was a bit not a proper time to celebreate! but yehh was jus happy in ma heart! and upto date i thank god for all o the blessings... moving on da boring sem was going on and we were jus doin da whole sem for da sake o doing! it was soo annoying... anyway survived that and also dad came to visit me for a few days... so took him around and took him to church and everything! and i was playing in church.. anyway after he left i was jus goin wit ma normal life...During this period there were few other things which happened! for exampl chinese new year! well it was ma first eva chinese new year so i was celebrating it wit ma church family! i was goin visiting around and then i enjoyed it! learnd a new game called 21 was playing and hitting jackpot! hahaha i wil neva forget that i started ma jackpot at jasmine's place! ;) hehe and it was going on! well after a few days o chinese new year i got this anonimous txt from this num and it turns out to b this person! <> so anyway this person and i got very close! and then came ER and my first ER i was helpin out wit da opening ceremony and also was singing in da back up choir! for da first tim i was seeing annointing in kuching and i was lik woow!! anyway by then this person and i were close! and anyway things dint turn out the way i expected! anyway watta do! but it all ended in a way that we neva spoke to each other there after! <> so moving on Degree classes started and things were tough trust me... i had a time coping up wit 1 sub and i got a crazy lecturer an indian guy who was nagging me to glory! he was jus killing me for everything... one o his subjects was lik so crazyy and i knew i was gonna flunk it! i was sad also! but watta do! anyway sem one alot o other drama happened.. where had a few arguments wit a few o ma friends and things dint wrk out well... we actually were aparted and it was jus me and ma room mate! we were jus to our self and it was also a time for us to move so we jus were finding for houses and luckily we found a house near to uni! and moved out there... well that sem exams were soo crazyy i dint know wat i did.. anyway after all dat drama we did our wrk and then after exams i was happy cause mom and akki were coming to kch! and we were goin to sin for shopping and going home together... so they also came and had a few arounds in kuching and then we left to singa.. wand to go to universal studio's but dint wrk out wellL! at the entrance tickets were sold out! so i was soo heart broken!! hmmm anyway did som shopping and went home... nice to fly bak home wit family... anyway then ma hair was soo long I had the Bieber fever haha so was lik Bierber crazyy! ;) anyway talking about life then i should say that all the up's and down's i went thru made me get close to god. I was helping out wit youth work... and then i was so happy that no matter wat i realised that i got a loving god for me... no matr wat.. was so not interested in relationships! but was commited to god... well then cause o this i got to know Desmond well... Desmond is also known as PAPA and also the guardian. Well he's a very understanding person. He was lik a father and he is an example to all of our lives.. his very own life testimony is an exampl! I got to know him very well and it was also a big help in ma life journey cause havin an exampl lik that helps me to improve my life as well!! o course we are human and we had our up's and downs! but stil we managed to cope up and go on life... i actually opened up everything to him... but sadly he had to leav to KL for further studies! hmm watta do... he and i are in da same journey! im away from ma home and serving.. and he is away from his home serving.. well after he went there he also managed to imprve his faith there...! this burnt the fire o me and i was gettin pationate to god more as well! before he left he told me that i shud b a guardian to the church youth! so i had more responsibility! and i knew it was another deep step in ma journey! and i told him i wil do it... and from then had to mak sure that all youth were oki.. hmm this was the first part o the year anway after 6 months came home and yp things were coming up for ma sis's wedding and yp it was kinda short holiday! i got another chance to go to Divine... India! things were ok there! came up re fueld after a good retreat and things were actually good. cudnt wait to get bak to kuch to share da fire... and 2nd sem started wit a huge drop! had alot o issues wit enrolment and i was actually sick and tired of everything! but stil managed to cope up! and then finallly got a solution! and then took 3 subjects that sem! and also learnt ma lesson! and i was in da new house. Anyway that sem was a diff sem! o course i was gettin close to god more more more! there were few huff and puffs there also! where ppl were not that happy wit wat i was doing. and the ppl whom i thought they were turnd out to b diff... they changed completely! very sad for them! anyway that tim exams also finished and caroling pracs started also and we officially started youth this sem! we were having movie nights.. and things lik that.. we took a huge step in faith! and im happpy that things wrkd out well!! we wil continue to grow in faith! we had ups and downs but we were affirmed that god was actually stiring things in our life.. anyway movie nights, prayer nights, pillow talk, EOP, caroling! all went on very well... thank and praise god for the HTC family.. and we wil grow in faith! i actually was able to find my journey wit god! i was able to fig it out! and i was so happy! this sem also let me helped who were my real friends are and who were not! well also i got som real life evidence and made me realise things.. where ppl who call them selves friends use our names???? well the only thin we can do is pray for there brokenness and we forgive! no1 wil eva understand how hard that situ is! the only way is to fall into our shoes and see how deep it is.. cause we are dealing with ppl's lives... it is very risky.. but when we go to help ppl, they do not want any help! they tak it in a wrong way thinkin that we are tracking them down! and they try to take revenge on us in diff ways... very sad that way.. cuase ppl think in a very kiddish way.. and how FB became there lives where they jus express there feelings and expect ppl to knw updates..... anyway i hop and pray that ppl wil get it to there heads and realise things! cause evn though u try to talk to em o anythin they dont giv it a chance! so wat are we to do?? we dont wan our friends to fall down da drain! we wil stil keep holdin on and pray for them and b there for them! and STILL TRY OT SAVE THEM evn though how eva much the ciscumstance is.. anyway caroling was a good exp! first tim wit ma HTC family we went on caroling! it was fun! but i had to leav soon cause i had to fly back home asap cause this tim da sem ended very late and i had to fly cause things had to b done at home... sis's wedding and i had to tak up few responsibilities... after comin home i got to know few things which the burden was cmin on to ma shoulders and i had to tak that as well... hmmm anyway christmas came and went! new came and went! and all in all 2010 was a year mixed! i learnt alot! and i hop it wil help me in ma comin journey when i tak other steps in ma life... hopfully things wil b oki! and hopin the best for 2011 waitin for som important days to com in da future days! hmmm all praise and thank you lord for a wondeful year given to me and to ma family.. thank you for being with us in everything we did and guiding us along the way! lord u are indeed our father and we claim it in faith that u wil take us higher in our journey o faith! thank you once again for everything!! AMEN!