helloo sri lanka.. haha well i know its a bit late but stil "better late than never" hmm thought o blogging today cause i got a biiit Freeee tim and i got alot of thoughts in my mind.. well startin things.. where shud i begin?? well ya takes back to the tim where iw as studying for ma exams.. talking about exams Atghhhh dont ask! feels lik that curse is stil there LOlzz thats jus a thing in my head.. nywayz results were out and Uploads were 2 and Downloads were 2.. so 50% 50% thankgod for that! it was kinda an eye openr as well. cause it helped to choose a path where im comfortable wit.. and also gives me a message that nothin is impossible for me if i really really wanna do it i can do it.. it was proved.. hmm well nywayz now i knw watta do about it and i wil do something about it cause its in ma mind now.. other than that life.. now life has becom pretty interesting.. and weird at the same time.. i came across a few insidents which jus made me pause and think back on life again... well after all this is another piece o life which has turned out to b weird..
well before i came bak to sl i came across a few stuff where i jus thought about life how things can happen to ppl and not to me.. it was a heartbreaker as well.. but i jus skipped it now im in sl and things hea are diff that malaysia..the busy lifestyle is a bit less and dealing wit ppl is NOT as same as there so switching is the best remedy.. hmm well hav been speaking to alot and coming across instances wher things are such.. somtimes i think IF i hve been played around??? cause its lik for a season i am remembered and da next moment jus thrownn to th waste bin????? hmm idk.. cause this weirdness drives me NUTS! well now coming to think properly i agree wit moms statement which is lik sooo tru... applying it to my plan i think that it wil do SOME god for me... well there cam a point where i thought ppl were close but now it has com to think after all wat u do for em.. at the end of the day u get 0... bein there and helpin out has becom somthin which is unexplainable! yaaa right now i sound lik i wanna say somthin but i cant! exaclty i cant do it! cause if i really express my self out hea SO MANY PPL wil get hurt... but i DONT wanna point out mistakes out hea! of course i got my own.. so i will keep them do mee....
well another interesting COMEDY that me and a friend o me are facing is DSW.. welll well that person who is AKA spammer.. is such a weird dumb dimb bulb.. HAHA i dont evn knw why am i evn botherd typing.. who tries to GET attention by makin fake profiles and tryin to run a drama o her own... my mom says is right.. ERR I DUNNO WATS HER PROB... well DSW complains that life doesnt run smoothly and etc... wat a small brain and narrow thinkin is that... thinks that LOVE is everything! came for an argument wit me about love and thinks that lve is jus a smooth road and everythin wil b ok?? EWWWWWWW sooo wrong.. and very very WRONG idea.. DSW has not gone thru the life chapters and thinks that everythin is lik GOOGLE.. u GOOGLE em and u get it and THTS WAT ITS ALL ABOUT?? wat a ......................... nvm.. all i can do is pray..
nywayz no times for dim light bulbs.. gointo india tomoro.. wel its gonna b a life changin journey! I HOP AND PRAY that it wil happen that way cause right now the way life has treated me its JUST GOD thats all i wan... and the way life is goin im NOT happy at all.. I jus need to make my plan straight and ACE it this time.. evn today which is a very special day where BOTH my grand moms celebrate there bday.. hmm goin out for dinner in a while.. CLIFF is in SL and takin him around.. comin bak to topic.. came across this person who is cls and whose achieved somwat and gave this weird att today i was lik WTH>>???? gonna b watchful before aug????? and whereas in im lik flyin tomoro????? hmm how watchful shd i b?? hmmm ppl change! its nothin new.. well also where the ppl are being praised for every singl thin and only we know how da real drama happens... well no use o talkin about all these things.. im gonna put my plan into practice.. jus gonna stick with wat i have to do.... and then in the end its gonna b all good i suppose.. cause im only gonna giv this 3 yrs a chance.. and then until then if things din wrk out.. then im jus gonna talk to ma parents and get plan B working out... well this retreat is gonna do somwat good i guess... hmm knowing my purpose of this life and to get to know my mission... i think i can hold on.. to fullsill my dream! cause im really sick of listening to all the boasting and stuff... its high time that things turned upside down.. and im gonna make that happen.. jus me and god.. and until the real time comess... im not gonna give in... i will really put it into my head this time.. jus cause o DSW im not gonna let dreams shatter... and i wil take over all my family for sure... thats wat im promising before this retreat.. and during this i will have time to put it into my head and to realise things... and after im back my plan will be underway... well thats it for da moment.. well sadly i cant tell everythin i feel! cause then its jus gonna worsen things up,.... nywayz im heading to bed... gotta b at the airport in less than 11 hourss.. and jus finished packing up and in winding my laptop... so long and farewell all.. wil b bak in 1 week time... and then hop to type out som life changing stuff... wil pray for u all!! love to all! take care everybody!!
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